I love her deeply, and I can't possibly break up. But she's pressuring me. Like she wants me to..She say's she don't. She makes me feel like shit..I won't I refuse to get rid of something I love. Especially, because I don't know if I could live with out her.

I love her so much, I just wish she would believe that I wouldn't cheat on her, that I only love her, and don't want to be with anyone else. But apparently she can't believe me in words. Even if she would over hear a conversation with someone saying I love only her, and wouldn't date anyone in my life while with her. She still would probably have the same doubts now. It kills me, I never met anyone who didn't trust me that much. Like there is no trust. :( I trust her. I trust her with everything.....It isn't fair I'm not like everyone in her past, she should let her guard done...I know its a long distance relationship....but sitting here saying it might not happen or might not work isn't the best thing to think. FUCK!!! I wish I could make her believe me.